Trivia

I shouted at him in full public view- one evening in crowded Nariman Point in front of Nirmal Building......

He called me up and invited me to Singapore in a tone, that only true well wishers can use......

Thank You God for these small acts which bring back Faith....

All in a Row

Why do all Gains and Losses happen together in a row...
For example sometime back I faced personal problems, health issues, professional flak all together.....
And now Suddenly - he , she, they -come back and say "sorry", my doc says- FO don't waste my time, u r fit-not as a fiddle , but quite doable, and then my Boss writes appreicative emails.....

Waiting for the next churn of events...wat will it be this time

Afterthought

Everyone makes mistakes...but only few have the courage to accept them and move on...........

When Dreams don't come true

No am not a pessimist- years of tough situations, good friends , interacting with people and absorbing new ideas and different viewpoints have programmed me into always looking at brighter side of things, trying to minimise losses wherever possible and move on.....
So today when somebody asks me this- "what do you do when dreams don't come true" my answer is ready- " I wake up!!!"
Broken promises, failures, health pressures, truamatic personal situations- these are all events afterall...and one can't influence events...one can definitely influence thoughts and ideas of oneself if not anybody else....
Yes it hurts to be betrayed, yes it hurts to be cheated, taken for a ride , to be victimised etc.....Fight on, don't lose the battle, don't die everyday......
You owe this to you...........

For U

There is only one person in this world who
manages to ruffle me really bad....
manages to make me cry within minutes....
manages to make me feel guilty, angry, upset..........
Am forever clutching at straws...
making excuses....
shying away....
Trying to Hide....
under the scrutiny of this one person
Many times I give vent to anger and frustation by shouting back...
Saying hurtful things...
Being alternately indignant and sarcastic...
Many times have I wished I did not get so defensive
Many times have I tried to be prepared with smart repartees....
But all comes to ZERO....
Cos She is the only one who loves me more than I love myself....and every act of hers is meant only to make me better and better...
And she is also the only one in the world who knows when i have been crying and try to mask the same while talking........
Thank U Maa.....
I can never be good enough but I will always Try........

For M....

This must be for Better....We don't know yet....but am convinced the daylight will be bright and full of warmth...

Just don't lose hope and don't stop believing in yourself....

I try to give you strength and you give me mine...

Hope is beautiful....

Alone @ Office

Time -6.45pm

Place -A high rise in Nariman Point- the Business District of Mumbai

Am in my Cabin watching the rain outside- and the raging sea.....

Am waiting to send a Offer Letter to a Candidate- am sure the candidate is waiting too with equal or more impatience somewhere in Bengaluru...

I was chatting with a Friend- told him I have learnt to make noises like a cat and

dog..... Of course he has stopped reacting to my statements long ago.....

My Bro and Bhabhi are waiting at home, they will leave for UK by Sunday...and I will

be all alone again....

I did not choose this Life, it chose me.....I have chosen very few things in Life.....

Free Fall can be useful sometimes

The rains have stopped now, the Offer letter is yet to leave my inbox

A heart that hurts

He to her:

" I Love you- Do you think I am Lying"

" You fight a lot"

" Your No-Nos irritate me"

" You put a Holier-Than-Thou Attitude"

" I want to be intimate with you-but you don't let me"

" On second thoughts I don't want to get into any entanglements later "

" You don't mince words when you are angry- I am scared of your temper"

" Better stay away.....Too much trouble "

She to Him

" Hey you forgot something - I have a Heart that hurts........

The Scapegoat

Met up a friend after a long time- and some of the old stories came back to my mind.
It amazes me how even the most courageous of people choose to clutch at straws when it comes to facing some bitter truths. This friend had been at the recieving end of some unfair and unfavourable gossip by people whom she trusted and who were close to her......Unfortunately there are wheels within wheels and one close person is linked to another close person and taking them to task means standing to risk a very valuable relationship- So quietly an outsider who knew each of them in a restricted capacity was made the scapegoat -and no one was hurt-except tht the concerned person was made a nice little scapegoat uneccesarily and before she knew what hit her she had been nailed and crucified .............
I sometimes wonder if life is always so strange for everyone in all parts of the world?